I lay here in somber reflection,
Not a moment of a feeling of affection;
It is total and utmost injection;
Into my heart and mind of rejection.
It is what I feel most;
I have run and lost;
I am wondering the cost.
Water me with the frozen waters
Jolt me into a reality that matters
Will the sun rain its rays?
Will I be protected like the rose?
Will I seek refuge like a sunflower?
I will cast shadows
To give shade and joy.